Hey, here is my conclusion on us (after being able to look at us objectively with a clear mind): I truly believe what we have was ordained by God, but I don’t think it was for the purpose we believed. Remember we used to say we don’t understand it, how the chips fell perfectly into place but at the wrong time? but I do now and it’s refreshing, coming to grips and an understanding is the most powerful feeling, I believe we were meant to love and inspire one another, I believe I was put in your life to inspire and you were put in mine to restore to life my belief in true love. I believe deep down, you were to show me that there is love after hurt, to help me believe again in that pure, unconditional old school love, that pure love that makes your heart skip a beat. The world and it’s evil perils made me doubt and even had me thinking that I’d always have to settle for just enough, because greater than that no longer existed. But I don’t believe you were my final destination in this journey of love but to set me up to believe in love again because God is NOT the author of confusion (you have a family). Ain't no feeling like being free
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvI96oJROG4
And although our re-connection was brief, it produced a lot of hope for me, it made me realize like the song says, love keeps fighting when the fight gets old. It taught me that there still are men out there that will give their all, emotionally, financially, spiritually, a man who really wants to make u smile, a man that can’t sleep unless he knows you are resting peacefully, someone who adores everything about you from the top of your head to the sole of your feet, a stand up guy who is strong mentally and will take your hand, help you bow your head and bend your knees and go to the throne in prayer. This was a set up for what God has in store for my future, it’s not my final stop, couldn't be because you have a family, but regardless to all of that, you put back in my head, my worth and if I was ever in another relationship that drained me like the past, I was selling myself short and I deserved to be happy and have all the things in a relationship I want because I don’t ask for much, you made me realize that I'm high quality yet low maintenance, you always point out how little I ask of another person but how much I give, so I think that situation was ordained, it built me back up for the man that God really has in store for my future. As I said before I don’t want something that's going to be here today and gone tomorrow, I want to build something with someone that my daughter can grow from and see as a functional and healthy emotional empire, you made me believe and know I’m worth it and it’s divinely possible.
I hope and pray you got as much as I did, I hope and pray all the laughter, prayer and encouragement didn’t fall on deaf ears….I love you and always will, no one can EVER take that away..Love is definitely a man like YOU.
And although our re-connection was brief, it produced a lot of hope for me, it made me realize like the song says, love keeps fighting when the fight gets old. It taught me that there still are men out there that will give their all, emotionally, financially, spiritually, a man who really wants to make u smile, a man that can’t sleep unless he knows you are resting peacefully, someone who adores everything about you from the top of your head to the sole of your feet, a stand up guy who is strong mentally and will take your hand, help you bow your head and bend your knees and go to the throne in prayer. This was a set up for what God has in store for my future, it’s not my final stop, couldn't be because you have a family, but regardless to all of that, you put back in my head, my worth and if I was ever in another relationship that drained me like the past, I was selling myself short and I deserved to be happy and have all the things in a relationship I want because I don’t ask for much, you made me realize that I'm high quality yet low maintenance, you always point out how little I ask of another person but how much I give, so I think that situation was ordained, it built me back up for the man that God really has in store for my future. As I said before I don’t want something that's going to be here today and gone tomorrow, I want to build something with someone that my daughter can grow from and see as a functional and healthy emotional empire, you made me believe and know I’m worth it and it’s divinely possible.
I hope and pray you got as much as I did, I hope and pray all the laughter, prayer and encouragement didn’t fall on deaf ears….I love you and always will, no one can EVER take that away..Love is definitely a man like YOU.
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